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by annopia » Fri Oct 24, 2014 1:10 pm
try not to be so hard on yourself, you are doing the best you can and more than a lot of people could or would. in a situation like this its normal to look back and think "maybe if i did x or y it would of helped/saved them." but the reality did is you did everything you could think to do with the knowledge you had, and that is all anyone can do. i know it might not feel like it right now, but the reality is you are going above and beyond what most owners would do. i'm in almost the exact same situation right now with one of mine, and i know how crushing and frustrating it can be. you love them, and they are fading away despite your best efforts. and even if ultimately she doesn't make it, you will have made her last days much more comfortable than they would have been without you. you made her special food and put it close to her so she could eat it. that means that despite the pain she may be in, because of something you did she is not hungry, and feeling at least a little bit better because of that. i know its hard, especially when you feel so helpless, but try to keep that in mind.
Caroline
26 LHC: 6 PPs, 5 Es, 1 Straw, 6 Ruggies, 2 Indos, 1 Blueberry, 4 Violas, 1 Aussie